What Now?

I had so many plans when I started up this WordPress blog. So many things I wanted to say. Almost none of which has come to fruition. It’s been over a year of aimless blogging. I used to love writing. I can remember the excitement I felt when I paid for it (this blog) and began to set it up, design the layout etc.

One of my earliest recollections was of my mother taking me to visit a friend of hers and in one of the rooms downstairs was a typewriter. I already held a fascination for words and the idea I could sit in front of this machine and set out on paper what was in my imagination just blew my mind.

Then with the advent of the internet, all I did was write. I had various other blogs during that time and websites, you name it. Starting this one up, a more professional vehicle for my writing promised so much yet it’s only led me to dead ends. I’m in a total rut with seemingly no way out.

What now? I just don’t know.

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  1. Jonathan, I am SO GLAD you posted this!

    Not knowing — and accepting this current state of being — is the best place to be. I find that embracing The Great Unknown brings up emotions and psychological issues for healing. And you are *definitely* in a healing stage after your recent traumas.

    I noticed that you put a “heavenly spotlight” on Xev, who may offer some clues and some loving support from the Divine Realm as you move fully into the darkness and breathe through your own, unique process of spiritual evolution.

    We will talk this week, my friend!

    All my love to you.

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  2. Hi Sharine.

    The Heavenly spotlight is on Bonnie. Xev is on the left and Lexx is on the right. I got Bonnie because of Lexx and Xev. I wanted either a black cat or a black and white cat as a homage to my friends.

    Without Xev there could be no Bonnie hence why she is a little more transparent – this is to show she too is a light being and also that she has passed on from this Earthly plane and Lexx is more solid in terms of appearance because he is still here although he has a little bit of transparency to him because he too is of the Light.

    Bonnie is an innocent. A very gentle creature.

    Yes, I look forward to chatting with you too. I love you my dear friend.


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